Thursday, 7 May 2009
hello..
Been looking for inspiration to blog coz don't really like the idea of posting emo post here..
Too emo already..but wat to do??I'm the emo type.lol
How nice if we can blog using our brain at anytime,anywhere!!Then my life would be so much more simple.
Do we let others take advantage of us??
Do we like mind being used??even by our closest friend??
I dont wanna spend time thinking bout those question coz the answers will hurt!!
Lets just live life one day at a time..and with God around..life is totally worth the living..=)
Exams on the way..hope I'll ace them as I've aced my MUET yesterday..
Life has been like a roller coaster for the pass few weeks..But most importantly..Its good NOW!!
Won't blog bout them coz I'm not proud of them..gaining friends and losing friends is just a part of life..
No everyone can be there for you all the time..And so..stand on your own two feet!!!I'm trying..Current Quote..
Forgiving is giving up the right to hate someone who has hurt you..
Current song-
xing tiao(lee hom)
Current verse-
Isaiah 55:7
Thursday, 12 March 2009
hello again..
I'm happy with some people's result ut there are some which I just can't bring myself to feel happy for!!!is it okay for a person to not feel happy for someone who did well for SPM??And its not that I hate this person or anything(don't get me wrong) I love her and treasure her as a close friend..but I really don't get it..does that make me a bad person??Am i jealous(I really hope I am) but I don't think that its jealousy!!!I dunno whats going on and I really hope I do!!!
Anyway..watching the STPM and SPM results coming out(the bad and the good) is starting to give me and my brother the creeps..what if we don't do well again..I don't want the sympathy look from people in church or the disappointment in my parents eyes..I wanna do well and show them that I'm no failure..no matter how well my testi might look..in the end its the printing on the paper that matter..
Every time I get back my results for a subject, My mom will always look me in the eye and ask
" Is this the best you can do??If it is then I've no comment."What am I supposed to say?? I really hope I live up to all their expectation..I don't wanna to be compared with others!!!I' starting to sound like the whiner in my bro's book..so I'm gonna..STOP!!!
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I'm been watching the series DEXTER on TV.I dunno how long its been airing on the tv but what I do know is the guys(Michael C.Hall) is HOT and I'm really hooked on the movie..Its was produce in 2007 and won two awards..
Dexter's sociopathic tendencies and has a gruesome passion for thrill killing.He's a serial killer that kill serial killer!!!I like watching him and all the way he stalk and kill his victim..there a sort of chill and he give me the thrill..He might not be a good character..but he's definitely fun to watch..
He look even hotter when holding the knife and with that look!!!=)
When I told Eunice Lee bout it this morning..she gave me the "Are you crazy ??" look..The movie is thrilling you know..I wish I can own it(hint hint) and I feel that I'm being pulled towards the show in a totally different way compared to CSI and Supernatural..Its definitely my NO.1 series NOW!!!And to Audrey..I love you just the same!!!
Trying to figure out he's next move!!!
Well,as we all know(unless you've been too blur to notice)---SPM result was released today!!!And SMK USJ 12 has 11 people getting straight A1s..congrats to Lily,Nikolai,Yi Koon,Ji Chuan and many others.I'm so happy for you guys!!!For Xiang Ping..U rock girl...seems like you owe me lunch..lol
To Cheryl,congrats too..I don't think you'll be coming to form 6 now eh??haha
Now to Min Shen,Zen,Daniel and Samuel..congrats on your results too..Seem like this year,many have done well which lead to Sonia saying that the papers must be very easy this year!!I'm not going to be a sour grape..I know they did well and so I'm dedicating my entire blog entry to all of them!!(which is super short..I'm not that good in writing..you'll thank me later!!hee)
Saturday, 7 March 2009
Hi..
School is sucky for now..not that it wasn't before..just that its actually lots more sucky now!!!
I don't really know whats going on but there are times when you just wanna skip class just because you feel like it.(bad example!!!don't follow) And to make things worse-I don't get caught!!A person can just go into the library and sit for the whole day and nothing happens(form 6 of course), for me its the HEM room!!!
I dunno why I'm doing it but it just feel right!!!But I am quite close to my teacher PN Ung,who happen to be the head disiplin teacher..when she sees me,she don't see as a person whose skipping class but as a person who is in there to help..OMG!!!Everyone loves compliment!!!I do as well..but when you start getting praised for thing you don't deserve..you start feeling guilty!!!I start feeling guilty!!!And I find myself in class again!!!sigh..
My brother recently bought a book titled "How to communicate with someone you can't stand" and when i saw it I ask him "who" and he said "YOU la"!!!Am I that hard to communicate with!!!I know that I can be a thorn in the flesh at times but I'm not that bad right???
Anyway..I not going to continue the last post bout the merentas desa thing..I ran out of things to say..writers block!!!lol
Ciao people!!!=)
Saturday, 28 February 2009
Our school has our Larian today!!!
Girls 3.2 Km and Boys 5km(i think)
I reach school at 6:50pm(thanks to our beloved KP).
Started halau-ing all those who didn't wear the correct attire to school..
Can't believe the number of people who weren't allowed to enter the school(about 50++)
And then,the teacher say just let them in la..I got very annoyed..stand there 'working' and all just wasted!!!
Anyway the race started with L1& P1(from 4.5 and 6),followed wth L2 and P2(form3) and finally L3 and P3(form 1 and 2). I was betting on Elaine to win the race and then after 5 min after P1 started on she came out..say she didn't hear the announcement..OMG..How can she win o??
Anyway..none of the form 6 got top 5 le.. :(To be continued..(got things to do)
Friday, 27 February 2009
Hmm...hmm...
Hmm...Hmm..
This is one of the time when we are just blank!!!Cant think of anything to say..
Usually we have many things we wanna blog about..but when we get home..and get the computer working..just dont feel like sharing anything..
Just plain blank!!!
2moro's the larian..its only 2km..no one will faint la..this is plain stupid la..sweat really!!!
So i dun wanna crap anymore!!
Jason Mraz rocks!!!!!
I'm yours is the best song ever!!!!(for now la) lol
Thursday, 26 February 2009
I'm not blogging anymore...
Hardly got time..
Maybe i just don't make time..
Feb exam is over and already preparing for the next one d..
Life still sucks..but with good friends along with me to go thru it with me..(tho i might have already lost one)
I find them as wonderful as a roller coster ride!!(i'm not going to tell u whether i fancy them or not)
I havent been blogging..the reasons..
time-i don't have much time..
priority-not on top of the list(not bottom either)
interest-kinda lost it sometime last year
Slumdog millionaire was not too bad..
I' not jumping up and down like min shen..
Not half sleeping through it like shirley..
Just in the middle..
Don't regret watching it and i think the RM10 is well spent!!lol
Today,while i was reading my reader digest..
Somehow my friends(girls mostly) started discussing aout who's the hottest celebrity!!
In the end..These were the nominees..
1.Daniel Craig(OMG!!HOT??out of ur mind people??)
2.Hugh Jackman(okla..i like him in X-men not Australia)
3.Keanu Reeves(HOT!!!Totally..anyone dare to say he's not..please don't let me know if you value your life)lol
4.Tom Cruise(HOT,he's not..SHORT,he is)
5.Aiman(he's no celebrity..but he's one of the most handsome guy in my school)-disqualified!!
The list would have went on if not for prefect's morning briefing..
Larian on saturday..not complusory but encouraged!!!Who would joined??definitely not me!!HAHA..
I've a very valid reason!!Pn Ung needs my help!!!
And so..I'll happily go to school on Saturday..
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
I hate looking myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,
I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,
I hate believing and trusting others.
Sometimes even myself.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,
With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart.
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